Dear diary, a lot have been going thru my life yet it's hard for anyone to understand. It used to be lonely, then went through a roller coaster ride. Not knowing what lies ahead, i took a bold step into a life that was never been explored. Somebody once literally saw through my heart, and now, i dont want anybody to. Confuse? Dont be. I cant. Because i need to keep myself sane. I keep looking out of da window beside me but all i can see is da coconut trees, the empty well lit T-Junction and the eerie glow that the lamp post cast on the tall pavement trees that used to be a haven for birds. Much of today was spent on trying to figure out what's da problem with our Malay Muslim community with regards to health at a forum. Apart from filling my 2T up, da rest was kinda quiet. Truly melancholy. Nitez people....