It's hard to take on 2 pesonas at one go. It is very challenging.
Music Teacher.
When I become a teacher, I change into this fierce, non-smiling entity where my job is to maintain discipline and be a firm figure. Teaching is my main objective and it is not about being a popular teacher in school. I don't need that and I don't want it. What's more important is that these kids learn values. Only a firm figure can drive certain things through their thick skull.
On the other hand, teaching music requires somebody who is expressive and less firm. I want to be this figure but it proves to be a very tricky task. Been trying to cope with it. We'll see how I progress.
Been painstakingly trying to get inspirations to write my new materials. That is already one hell of a task. I don't get inspired easily but when I do, DON'T disturb me. I won't eat, shower, drink and sleep until it is done. I have already got one melody in my head. I just hope I don't procrastinate too much.
jamiel
things are getting a lil sketchy
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