I can't sleep

Here is my literal lullaby cuz I can't sleep. An old story that I read somewhere.

I'm that guy who first heard your voice but didn't care much of who you were

I'm that guy who saw you then and soon my world became blur

I'm that guy who burns in the rain and shiver in the sun just to catch 5 seconds of you. It felt great.

I'm that guy who saw peace each time I see that face of yours and as I close my eyes, it still remains there like an immortal portrait.

I'm that guy who fell for a fairytale of happy misery as you twined your smile around my beating heart. Squeezing it tight till I can't breathe and loosening the grip, enabling me to enjoy the adrenaline rush.

I'm that guy who stood outside your gate, hoping to hug and celebrate the day of your very existance before the stroke of midnight. Instead, I left my heart outside your doorsteps, to be collected the very next day.

I'm that guy who fell sick for 3 days, knowing your heartbeat belonged to someone else. My soul began to sing out of key and my life went off tempo. Songs were deafening and singing was a torture. Thank you, so long, goodbye.

I'm that guy who secretly pen poems and songs in his book, unknowing to others of the torture that he had to go through. The frustration of not being explicit. Or was I? Only you knew best.

I'm that guy who fell for the girl and felt like a lil boy again. Oh how good that really feels.

I'm that guy who yearns to write great songs, for you are my inspiration and not my muse.

I'm that guy who drew on the glass window with colours for everyone to see. The smile was priceless for it was sincere and natural.

I'm that guy who wore that pendant for you. Perhaps now it is kept in a box, to be sealed forever.

I'm that guy who wants to serenade you to the moon but all i'm singing now is just to the moon with the stars as my humble witness.

I'm that guy who has his weakness. And you are an addiction that needs to be stopped. I've been in cold turkey for 8 months but it doesnt seem to work. You had to come back and start this roller coaster again. It's not your fault. Fate played its part.

I'm that guy who falls asleep in deep slumber with each word you speak and with each smile that you carve.

I'm that guy who walked barefoot for 1 hour with you. The walk that can never be erased and matched by others. Each step was precious for if I had one wish that night, I wish to walk another hour with you till the break of dawn.

I'm that guy who learnt to laugh with all your candid moments. "TADA!!!" and it still makes me grin.

I'm that guy who slept in the movie theatre as you try to unravel the complexity of British comedy. Remember? That was the first time I've ever slept in the movies while your eyes are still glued to the screen. That show was EVIL I tell you.

I'm that guy who learnt how to bake and place the chocolate chips nicely to bring out the alphabets of your name.

I'm that guy who stood on the bridge with you as we placed our frail frames in the hands of the night breeze. Photos are all that I have left to trudge through this life like Snuffalaphogus.

I'm that guy who dreamt of you and had a glimpse of what Heaven looks like. Soon enough, I was awaken to reality and forgot what the immortality realm is like.

I'm that guy who nearly said the word "I Love You" but nothing was said due to reasons beyond words.

I'm that guy can't sleep tonight because he's too excited.

I'm that guy. So who are you?

ja
write me a story so that i can live without fiction: