I donno how many have read this entry before. In my context, when i have de ja vous, it means that my life is running its natural course and whatever that had happened prior to that de ja vous was already meant to happen. i had not 1, 2 but almost 8 de ja vous within 1 week. Many would find this freaky but i juz find them normal and accepted them as part of my life because i constantly look forward to my next de ja vous but when they come in huge amounts, it can really get on your nerves! i dunno how to make out of it at times but i just treat it as a gift that god gives me. i still dont know how to use it. i can only interpret from it.
i had a few at Prof Low's house at Holland Road.
i had the most at the new Mercedes Benz showroom off Alexandra Road.
i'm livin in a fairytale right now and i know it won't happen. many juz dont know what's going on. whats the real story. and many think that all is good and happy. My life, aint, pretty. don't make a hoo haa over something that was never there or is yet there. So if people start to judge me over things that are happening or had happened or had NEVER happened, then i pity you. you're still stuck in that normal judgemental mode that EVERYBODY has. =) change for once ok? its good. at times i just dont really care about what people say but when it starts to eeeeks me out, i can get really pissed off. i have my limit and many know that my limit is far, so if i start to yell, you have really stepped my toe. so far, many came close. Don't. Please. I BEG OF YOU.
once this is done, i'm gonna lose all my inspirations. and i'll be back to square one. its hard to be naturally inspired because you dont fake the things that you say.
ja
just end this happy misery
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