Mr Smiley

I'm feelin a lil scared. I have this sudden impulse to feel frustrated all of a sudden. Sometimes, i wanna scream. But I have to contain and refrain myself from all this impulses. It's really irritating. I dunno whether its the accumulation of things that had happened or juz mere pressure. I think i have too many things in my head but juz that i dont have anybody to talk to at times.

The person whom I used to talk to doesnt seem inclined to have the normal conversations that we used to. That, I understand. It's fine. Whatever it is, I'm not here to be of burden to anybody. Luckily there's this blog to be my punching bag as I type away the emotions that i've felt for the past week.

I hope nobody gets hurt during this unusual period. If you did, i apologise in advance.

On a seperate note, sometimes i feel MSN isn't the best way to chat with people unless you really know that person on the other side quite well. Then again, human beings change and can be very unpredictable. You may put a smiley on the chat board but you show no emotions as you type it out. Many of us are guilty of this. An insincere smile. Perhaps, we're just getting bored of the person whom we are chatting with and the smiley that we put are mere fascade and to satisfy what the other person would want to see. Life is great. I know. I just want things to be normal and not awkward anymore. That's all.

ja
smile ja. just smile. at least try.