Unbreak our hearts

I never knew how much i treasure you till you're about to go

i searched and didnt find. i sat, you came with an apple, did your randomness and that was it. that was the beginning and that was when i least expected. it hit me like a hammer hitting my head.

i've never met anyone so sincere and i've never felt sincere in doing anything for anybody before. never. moments are meant to be cherished but moments like these are meant to be made.

you taught me to give
you taught me to write letters
you taught me to live life in random
you've given things that i've never received before, Sincerity
you've taught me to be rational but now i can't
you allowed me to share moments that others can only dream of
candles.beach.movie.stars.icecream.rain.busstop.jacket.tshirt.cards.crowns.words.cookies.coffee.hugs.silence.whine

i dont want to write any songs. i'm not inspired because i'm writing it for the wrong reason. i dont want to talk about sadness when it comes to us. i dont want to be a rockstar. because its just a fascade. in the inside, theres nothing at all. its difficult to move on from here.

it hurts. yeah it does. as much as your head says no, my heart is still stubborn and i am still waiting for the other hand to clap. letting go of you is too difficult because i still know its difficult for you to let me go. there is still a chance. i know. let's help each other go through this difficult period of our life. we knew that this is coming. the trip. and to let it be the cause of our sadness is just not justified.

it has been raining for this past few days and it is still raining now. perhaps its your heart crying to forget about me but this is how my heart feels now. i saw a microphone in school. it just made me silent.

there will always be emotional baggage no matter what you try to do but the only emotion now is just sadness. i dont want you to have this baggage along with you. i wish you could pack me in a super big bag, burberry bag that is, and bring me wherever you're going.

i noe i'm not too late. i know.i will be here. waiting. supporting. no matter what. i will still be waiting for your other hand to clap, with hope because i've already broken the hourglass.

give it a chance. lets go through this together. thats all i'm asking for. believe in this chance because i dunno if there ever will be another chance like this. if we believe that it'll work, then it will. i believe in it.

i never knew how much i treasure you till you're about to go

ja
i dont want to think of the what if's. because i want to go through it
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